I am...

I am a mess.
A beautiful imperfect, yet fearfully and wonderfully created young woman who does not have it all together all of the time.
And that is okay.

I love writing, music, art, and adventures.
 I like disney movies. I have unusual fears about the Little Mermaid. I am a mess.
I love pattern and colors and have no definite style, and that is confusing.
My hair is curly, straight and wavy, depending on the day.
I have more shoes than any one person needs and I do not pay full price for anything but toilet paper.  

I love my dog like a person. Yep I am that girl. She is my protector when I am back home, and my adventure buddy. She is constant and will be until the day she passes away(hopefully a long long time from now). I promise no one will want to see me on that day.

I love to write, but have no self confidence in my abilities. I write anyways.
I love to sing, and I have some self confidence there but only when I have God's help.  I sing.

I adore helping people. I have no greater joy than helping others, whether volunteering or just listening and being a friend.

I am crazy passionate about too many things. I tend to fall in love with at least one new thing a day. I also get my heart broken a lot. That is probably why I love my dog so much, she hasn't hurt me.

I am not sure I believe in love outside of Christ's love for me yet, at least I haven't found anyone that reaches my standards. At least not in a "I think I wanna marry you" "I won't give upon us" way. I tend to be overwhelming with my many life goals. God will let the perfect person cut in someday, but for now I am enjoying just dancing with God.

I do not open my heart or trust easily. I am working on it though.  Baby steps. I sometimes do not feel good enough. I keep trying and press forward. Every new day is a new chance to try.

I am overly spiritual. I will probably find a way to throw a bible verse or lesson into most situations or pray for someone randomly. Some people think it is fake or annoying, but it is just who I am. I gave up on trying to make people happy in that part of my life.

I am terrible at relaxing. I am a work in progress.

I write this not to point out my flaws, or show who I am on here, but to say that It is okay to be a mess sometimes. All of the best people do not have it all together. So I am going to boast about my weaknessess so that Christ can be made known through those, as well as my strengths.

This was kind of random, sorry but this is my blog and I can do what I want :)